Blaugust Day 27 – Game MMOver?

Well, at least by now I’ve learned how to type Blaugust and not Balugust, Blagaust, or Blasgut. Small victories, folks — small victories.

I’m careening full-speed ahead on my tabletop RPG kick. It’s energising me far more than the thought of any MMO has in the last [insert time span]. In fact, thinking about tabletop playing has energised me far more over the last 4 or 5 years than MMOs have; the fact that in half a decade I still haven’t managed to get myself a regular group with a regular game is entirely my fault and not that of the poor games I’ve perused, pondered and reminisced over. Like my writing (what writing, we ask?), it’s something I really, really want to do — in the case of tabletop gaming, because I actually enjoy it as a social activity and because it’s a great creative outlet… But, as with “proper” writing, I spend more time wanting to do than actually doing. Again, this is entirely my own fault. Time to stop QQing or going down nostalgia lane and DO SOMETHING about it. But for now, let’s talk about MMOs.


Last night, as I lay wide-awake after too much coffee too late in the day and too many creative juices churning with no outlet (they should make a pill for that), I wondered once again whether I’ve finally outgrown MMOs. I’m not the only one to ponder this during Blaugust or indeed at any other time of year, so perhaps it’s simply part of growing up and growing older, this wondering whether we have outgrown the things we used to love so passionately.

Perhaps. But it’s been 15+ years since I played Ars Magica and I’d play it again like a shot given the chance, so clearly I haven’t outgrown that — or moved on from tabletop RPGs. Not playing because I lack the gorm to get a group together /= having outgrown it.

I think my problem with MMOs is that I have nobody to play them with. Which may seem like a rather sharp about-face given my usual stance on solo vs. group, but that’s playstyle, not playing. I’ve always preferred bimbling around by myself in MMOs — I don’t mind mine being the only butt I see onscreen… but up until a few years back there were always a bunch of other people also bimbling around at the same time, single-butted or otherwise, and I was in constant contact with them through chat.

alone together

In Asheron’s Call we had a large and active monarchy (guild) and loads of people to mess around with even using the incredibly primitive chat. A number of the AC monarchy people moved to Star Wars Galaxies when that came out, and we had friends both old and new cursing the not-so-primitive but also non-functioning chat. We moved from SWG to (City of Heroes, briefly, then to) World of Warcraft, so there again we had old-old friends, new-old friends from SWG, and new-new friends from WoW to chat with on various channels.

And that’s sort of where it ended. I moved on to EQ2 in 2006 or so, and while I made quite a few new friends there, it wasn’t the same either in quantity or in quality… and it only went downhill from there. In the last decade we’ve seen an explosion of MMOs, and while that’s a good thing in many ways, one of its less social effects is that it has diluted my pool of available friends and acquaintances when it comes to having people to play alone with, together. We’re all still playing, yes (albeit probably not as much as we did back in 2005), but we’re not playing the same games.

Or not at the same time, anyway. Many of us hop around from one game to another, myself included. In the last 5 years I’ve played more games than I care to count, but none of them for more than 3-6 months at a time. We try new games as they come out, and for a few weeks I’m back in the halcyon days of having plenty of folks I know in-game to talk and mess around with… and then I lose interest, or they lose interest, or for whatever reason we move on.


I really thought I’d come home when I started playing the SWG Emulator, as my posts back then attest. There were only a dozen or so of us playing but it was enough to keep the social momentum going. And then… one by one, folks dropped away. Including me. My enthusiasm was in full fire in April this year… and by July it had petered out to nothing. I haven’t logged on in over a month and my houses are probably on fire (well, houses don’t burn, but you can be sure my harvesters are gone). The worst part of it is, I don’t really care.

Because MMOs simply aren’t as much fun when the O doesn’t stand for “Others”, whether their character is on your screen or whether it’s just the characters they type in guild or global chat.

You can never go home

The social aspect is by no means the only reason MMOs are going stale for me, even if it’s a large part of the reason. I know I can slaughter 10 foozles over and over again for ages in the right company, because — well, because I’ve been doing it for 15 years in 30 different games. But there’s another rub: the 2015 foozles have better graphics and perhaps slightly better AI, but the beast itself hasn’t changed substantively.

It’s undeniably another reason why MMOs are going stale for me — even I, with my enormous capacity for repeating content, might be reaching my limit. I stumbled across this post from 2011 just now while looking for links to something else, and it shows that the growing malaise with endlessly doing the same thing in MMOs isn’t exactly new. How quickly we forget the dawn of time when everything was shiny and fun, even after 10,000 foozles. Ah, 1999, those were the days.

But that’s human nature, I suspect.

Back to the beginning

And so we circle back to tabletop RPGs. I started playing MMOs in 2000 because a friend told me it was just like tabletop roleplaying, only online*! You could play with other people at any time of the day or night!! You didn’t have to wait for your half-dozen friends to have a free weekend and pile everyone into a small UK house for 72 hours every 3 to 4 months!!! You could even play alone if you had to and get eaten by a pixellated grue!!

I didn’t get into MMOs because I played computer games (although I played quite a few, including MUSHes). I got into MMOs because they were supposed to be just like tabletop gaming, only different.

Turns out they’re too different, at least for me. I can’t roleplay in an MMO, for various reasons described elsewhere — or rather, I can but I don’t enjoy it. And the thing about roleplaying is that you’ll never have the same experience twice. Sure, some events will resemble other events, some plots will be rather similar to other plots, but those just add to the RP lore and mythos in your mind and in the shared memories of the group.

That element of creation, permanence and effect on the world — even an imaginary one — coupled with the social aspect is what I’m missing in my MMOs. It’s not that MMOs have become crap, or worse than they were, because if anything they’re improving (even if the WoW model is getting a little stale); it’s just that I can no longer pretend I’m getting out of them what I got out of tabletop RPGs.

So while I may dabble in my usual MMOs for the foreseeable future, I’ll be turning my energies to the tabletop arena. It’ll recharge my batteries and who knows, it might even help me recover that sense of fun in online gaming.

dark side

You’re welcome to join me. I’m going to set up some kind of social phlumphty-phlump (AKA I have no idea what to use — Google Hangouts? Vent? Skype? Roll20?) to chat with anyone who’s interested in trying (or returning to) tabletop gaming.


* You did have to pay exorbitant phone fees in the era of minute-based internet connections, but we won’t go there.





11 responses to “Blaugust Day 27 – Game MMOver?

  1. I have managed to experience brief moments of successful MMO nostalgia over the years, events that have delivered just enough of what once was to stimulate the right parts of my brain. The 2011 EQ Fippy Darkpaw server launch was one and the 2002 post-Pwipe times in TorilMUD was another.

    They were not perfect. I went in both times knowing too much. In some ways it was like trying to read a mystery novel and expecting not to see the surprise ending coming the second time through.

    But sometimes, if things align just right and we squint our eyes and let go of things a tiny bit, we can get a taste of what once was.


  2. I had similar thoughts earlier this year, and to be honest it doesn’t seem to matter how good (or bad) an MMO is, if I don’t have a fun group of people to play with / alongside I lose interest very quickly…

    Am very lucky at the moment as I have two lovely groups of people and two MMOs to juggle – but I know this won’t (can’t?) last, so I’ll probably head back to single players to recharge when it does wind down 🙂


  3. Ah yes. I think I’ve written a post just like this myself in the past.

    I fluked out and joined a very lively guild in FFXIV that’s made up of mostly bloggers and tweeters? twit-people? anyway, that has renewed my faith in MMOs. It means a lot to have other humans in the little chat box, even if I’m just doing solo stuff.

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  4. Ahh, so this is what the tweet was about, missed this post. I think my days of playing D&D with my friends in high school were probably far more fun then playing any MMO now as the rules of the world could be bent or broken and the imagination was far more vivid, unlike video games where rules are written in stone, sort of.
    What game were you thinking on starting?


    • Well, and yesterday’s post — and given how few blogs *I* have read in the past 4 days I’m hardly in a position to whinge. All this blogging and blog-reading is exhausting!

      I’m faffing around on game systems atm but whatever it is will be miniatures- and mechanics-lite — FATE, 13th Age (don’t have it, heard good things), Dresden Files, something cobbled-together on the fly… I’m far more about the story than I am about spending 4 hours doing 10 rounds of combat. This is not to everyone’s taste so fair warning.

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      • heh, I just read your yesterday’s post. See what you mean now.
        Ok, so FATE is a little free-form in setting, while Dresdin is a bit TSW with Fantasy in there.
        I may be up for this, but not fully sure just yet. But I’m more then ok with story over combat. 🙂


        • Excellent. Now to find 3-5 other crazy people (I think Wolfy @ +- partner might be up for it) and we can have a chat about having a chat about having a chat about a game. i.e. get together on voice somewhere and see what we might want to do.

          And discover which one of us is actually an Alaskan Lumberjack masquerading as an Englishwoman living in New Mexico. o.O

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  5. I am not sure what happened, but I think all MMO players collectively forgot how to make friends in-game. Maybe it’s the tools we have now that automate everything. Maybe it is fear of online culture and elitist assholes. I find it far harder to make friends in-game passively, especially when that seemed so easy once. If you had a good run, you would try and remember those people, which would lead to conversations and casual friendships.

    These days, most people aren’t even on your server when you play together, games are so active that you have no time to type, and everyone alt tabs on downtime anyway. It ain’t easy makin’ friends!


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